sublimation is a strategy

....every day is a mindgame.....
and there is reason why i say that - how you feel each day, each minute... is so based on how u want to make yourself feel. It feels so ackward to accept it, but you really have control of how you want to feel by accepting that you have no control. its a paradox but let me give you an example - things go wrong... you can keep thinking of how much that has screwed up and how things will never be the way you want it, but on the other hand you can just give in to things and think that there is fucking nothing that you can do about it...whats happened is happend, and just move on.

You suddenly feel so much better accepting that you are neither the creator nor the custodian of the things that happen to or around you, wow and thats just a great feeling !